I’m afraid to love.
I don’t want to be so vulnerable, so fragile.
Not when I know that it will eventually end.
I fear heartache, heartBREAK.
But when it comes, it comes.
Who cares?
Bitches gonna judge.
I’ll stay true to myself.
I miss you all.
I do, I do.
I wish you all all the best from the bottom of my heart.
May we reunite and reconcile someday.
Thank you so much, God, for chow chow. I am so grateful that she’s still by my side. She’s a motherly figure to me, yet she’s my baby. Her kindness overflows and she’s so gentle. She was such a mother to pipi. Best friends in the most adorable way. I pray for her recovery, God. I can’t believe I wasted so much time away from her this holiday. I’m such a idiot. I pray for chowchow to be well and healthy. I pray that the mucous and blood from her urine will not happen again. I pray that she does not suffer. I pray that she can stay by my side for many more months. I am so content and happy and thankful, it’s amazing. I’ve been taught so much and I’m so grateful. Just seeing her with a healthy appetite makes me smile so brightly with hope and bliss. I really hope that I’ll be treasuring her well for the rest of the time we have together. Please bless my chow chow and protect her from harm, God. I put my faith, trust and hopes with you. I believe in you. I also promise not to take chow for granted ever again. Thank you so much, God, I <3 you!